23 Aug 2019 (very incomplete)
You get depressed.
Then you come out and try to fix things
But now you don't ahve enought time
This is a downward spiral
Can happen as you hit the forties.
What to do
Try drugs
Go zen - fix one thing at a time, even it isn't the most important thing.
Don't give up hope.
Here's where the blog of my activities is going to go dark